" My old belief systems have been replaced with universal truths.
My sister gave me a New Age/Spiritual book that began a very profound awakening process experience.
I am no longer influenced by religious dogmas of fear.
My old self has died and a new me has been born.
I have gone through a quite a bit of ego death.
I have gone through a profound spiritual transformation.
I find that I have relinquished my ties to a life style and a conventional wisdom that kept me stuck to the physical world. They no longer hold any importance for me.
I find that I have distanced myself from every connection that, at one time or another, gave my life definition and structure.
Every once in a while there is a slight twinge of nostalgia for my old way of life, but it has given way to a profound cleansing process that has rearranged my inner world.
I've left behind my stake in the material world in order to follow a path that is decidedly spiritual in focus.
It is no longer possible for me to continue living as I once did.
There has been a radical turnabout in my approach to life and living.
Material things have no value to me any more.
I realize that the profound, spiritual transformation I've experienced has truly left me in an interesting place. It's as though I now live in two separate realities, which co-exist side by side in my everyday world.
I am still able to sense and understand the 3-dimensional reality whose energies, truths and belief systems are now different than mine, because my "old self" occupied that very same space not too long ago.
The other reality I'm aware of, the 4th dimension, is a new place my consciousness and I have shifted and expanded into, one that has a decidedly different energy, vibration and belief system that is far more spiritual than material.
Today 3-dimensional reality feels foreign to me. And yet I appreciate and bless the important role it played in my ongoing spiritual growth and inner journey. At the same time I am also acutely aware of my new space, and can sense both realities simultaneously.
I also realize that those individuals who continue to be limited by 3-dimensional reality can easily identify with and sense their space and belief system, but not the new one I've shifted into.
I'm not alone on this one. I know other spiritually transformed people who can simultaneously sense and understand these two realities just as I do.
Most of the time I am God-centered and live in the moment with Spirit, who guides all that I do. I am constantly trying to improve on this.
Whatever comes into my life these days, be it abundance, a new path to follow and so on is totally co-created with my Source. I simply go where Spirit takes me.
I have become fully aware that my focus and my whole sense of identity has shifted. And that many who know me view my role in the world differently.
I find I can only share my soul thoughts and feelings with those of a similar mindset and vibration.
It is no longer possible for me to follow a path and way of life defined by old, cultural conditionings.
As a result of my inner purging and the coming into spiritual awareness, I no longer fear death because I know I cannot die.
No longer do I strive for individual gain or distinction, all of which are ego-based needs.
In spite of all the radical changes that have happened to my life and myself, I trust the process of inner change I've experienced.
I seems I have risen above the circumstances that are going on in the physical world and for the first time I can see what is happening.
I now realize that the spiritual evolution of the soul is a fact, that I am not the same being I was 15 years ago and won't be the same 15 years from now.
Because of my inner transformation, I have experienced doubts, depression, rootlessness, bliss, amazement, tears, gratitude, physical hardship and so many other emotions, as I undergo cleansing and transformation. It's not easy, but I try to accept all of it as part of the process.
I now realize and am very grateful for every situation I find myself in because each is filled with divine perfection and each has a cosmic purpose and meaning. Even if I don't recognize it at the time.
I am no longer concerned about financial security. I trust the guidance of my highest Self and depend upon God for all.
I feel as if I have undergone a sudden, drastic and thorough annihilation of my being, during which I often questioned my own sanity. I now realize that all of it resulted in a giant leap in consciousness and spiritual awareness.
I have tried to sever all connections to those things which drain my energy, without judging their source.
I also fully trust the notion that as I am cleaned out, and as I realign with the divine purpose for which I volunteered this lifetime, my new path will be made clear."
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